EL PASO, Texas -- KFOX may just have found the biggest Michael Jackson fan in the Sun City.

"I'm OK. I still, I still, I still, every morning since I've woken up I want to think, 'OK, this is all a hoax by him, some publicity stunt,'" said West El Pasoan Rebecca Reza.

She was not OK on Thursday, when the text messages and phone calls flooded her cell phone.

"At that time I couldn't think. I of course got really upset, and everything kind of went into a blur for the rest of the day," Reza told KFOX.

Reza has followed the "King of Pop's" every move for years. She's a co-founder of the King Of Pop Fanatics USA, one of the fan clubs in MJ's most intimate circles.

"He brought us together, his music, and his persona and how caring and genuine he was," she said.

Every year since 2000 she has visited the Neverland Ranch, and she has had dinner with his mom and his brother Jermaine. Reza will soon head to Los Angeles one last time -- not for visits to the ranch or dinners, but to say goodbye.

"Play his music anywhere, and people get up and dance, and they get a big smile on their face and that's what he's about, that's what I hope he is remembered for," said Reza.

Reza will head off to Los Angeles on Thursday, but not before hosting a tribute at Club 101 on Tuesday from 7 until 9 p.m. There she will share some of her rare memorabilia, videos and music from her personal collection, along with sharing memories with other fans.